pillars of strength

ive always admired those people that could write a list of their friends and what they mean to them...but for some reason it never works out quite the way i expected.


so ive decided to just narrow it down to my 3 pillars of strength.........

1- my mother, there are no words to describe everything that woman has done for me. she has followed me on every insane idea ive come up and never lost faith in me. she is one of my best friends and my hero

2 - baby sister, i love her more than i can imagine loving a little sister that shares my blood. i know i have "real sisters" but sarah is more like family then they are. she understands me, better than i understand myself. and for the record if anyone ever hurts her i will break every bone in their body.

3 -my people, i have the BEST friends in the whole (unless we have the same friends.... then you have good taste).... the short list, and please do not take offense if i left you off.......
Matt - the comedic relief, ive never met anyone so focused and driven so young. he may date useless underage girls, but i know we will always be there for each other
Kamber - she may be new to the crowd but she brought an entirely new perspective to everything........ and lets me vent about life in general.
Brent - no matter how far apart we are i know when the shit hits the fan i can call him and he will tell me something like "everything will work out for the best". it may be corny and not always useful advice but we always support each other. i love him like another brother and everyone needs a solid friend like brent
Cara - i went through most of my life thinking there was no way there could be another girl like me in the world............enter cara.............. a tomboy, barrel racer, loudmouth who doesnt take shit from anyone.... whats not to like :)
Kenny - he may have drifted out of my life for awhile, but im happy that we touched base again. saying that we have been to hell and back together is the understatement of the year.
Navy Beans - melanie is one of my oldest friends........ our lives couldnt be more different and yet she has been and will always be a constant source of honesty and wisdom in my life.

i know there are 40 or 50 more people i should write about but i decided on 6 people and those were the first 6 i thought of