its friday night and i am sitting at home....... big surprise right lol. i am going up to atascadero tomorrow for one of the stupid speed events. i swore i would never go to one of them because i hate to acknowledge their stupid association, but honestly i need the points..... so off i go. for some reason i decided to haul in, who hauls in when it is a 5 hour drive??? yeah count it folks, thats 10 hours on the road tomorrow! if things go as i hope i should pick up 10 points with ginger.... but in order to get those points i have to take 3 horses so i can make my own barrel classes.
i feel a little bad, i refer to fred and ginger as "my tickets out"... which they are. hopefully i will make enough running them this year to buy my own place in OK or TX. but i think its upsetting matt that i want out of cali that bad. yes, the guy is my best friend.... and i love spending time with him but i cant stay in a place that i cant stand, full of people i cant stand and that is on one side of the country so i have to haul twice as far as everyone to get to the same places.
a person should feel like they belong where they live right?? ive never felt like i fit in here in california (which is probably a good thing)
well since i have to leave insanely early tomorrow i better get finished loading and get to sleep....................................................
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